Can you see me ?

Can you see me ?
Can you see this not a game.
That all my flaws is what took you 
away
and know I still think of you everyday
I hope that there is still days when you
remember more then just the pain
Is there anyway my love 
Can fill the hole of this crazy pain
For even thought I didn’t shown it
your the one my heart sings for
maybe you dont believe it was ever real
but now long after I pray you still feel something
because even after all, my mind desires no else but you
Can we love each other honest, loyal?
All I know that going to try and fix this
because I will never forget you
or the magic we felt

The Tide

A new tide washes in everyday
the evidence of yesterday is swept away
But even know though everyday
there is the new
its still not enough to take
away my pain
for each  tide that comes
in  there is not tide that compares to you
to the love i had for you when you were
in my arms
the the happiness i felt when you held me
but the tides took us different ways
and i thought my tide was strong
And could handle the change
but it wasn’t
so you were wash away
however even though times have change
I still hear your name when the tides
roll in
never forget, will I
and I hope and pray that once again
our tides come together again

Banana, Blueberry, Apricot and Oat Bread

This is a simple, delicious and different breakfast that is very easy to make.

Ingredients

3 rip bananas
1 and half of blueberries
2 cups of self raising flour
1 cup of soy milk
150 grams of vegan butter
1 and half of oats with dried apricot
3/4 cup of sugar
1 teaspoon of cinnamon


Method

1. Preheat oven to 180 degrees and leave for 20 mins
2. Peel and mash bananas in large bowl
3. Add flour, butter, milk, sugar and oats into bowl and stir. Followed by cinnamon.
4. Add blueberries, and combined in mixture.
5. Grease baking tray and add mixture to tray.
6. Bake in oven 45 minutes
7. Remove and left cool for 20 minutes
8. Cut into slices and toast if desired

 

Who am I ?


Who is this person that I see?
for I see a stranger staring back at me
Where is the person I once knew?
Where is the person I want to be?
I used to stand, tall and proud of this women
and had a path that looked so real and strong
but whom have I really become ?
I used to wonder around the global and
here I learnt and understood myself
but now things have change
I now am just passing through the days
never have I wanted to be a person
that settles for this
That is not truly happy when gaze upon their world
everything used to different,
but I am the one that made my life this way
Will i ever learn and find myself again
because Im over stumbling and stumbling
doing wrong
within me there is a amazing person
loving, loyal and truthful
I hope to find this once again
because what is life if we aren’t happy with ourselves
or respectful and kind to others

High and Low

I have traveled high and low
I have seen millions of faces
past by me and fade into nothing
I have see many things
people will never know
and things that words cant explain
I have gazed upon the worlds wonders
and see beauty like no other
And then I have seen you
You opened yourself to me
your whole being
I have never seen so much inside
anything or someone before
Your the only thing I want to see now
The only thing I want to gaze upon
Because you stand out
you stand out from it all

True Love

Maybe true love doesn’t exist
perhaps it just something that
we humans made up
but I don’t really believe that
because I have felt and lived it
and even though we have being
though the stormy weather
the darkest blues
and the lowest places the mind can go
the thing that really keep us going now
is the good, the magical times we shared
that we will never be able compare
to anything else or someone else
for even the unspeakable was done
or hearts are still not complete until we are one again
We try to fill the gap with others
but what we had will never be undone
or cant be compared too
because you are my true love
and once I have healed my wounds
and became the person I want
I will come again for you
for I will never loose hope
Im coming for you
I don’t know when
but Im coming
and Ill fight for you and myself
until we are whole again

Lens

A lens needs many elements in order to work
They give a view and focus in a way
which only the beholder can see
some give a broad view
others just put things into a different perspective
some are narrow and part of the picture is left out
but a lens can always be changed
there is one to fit every picture and every moment
never do I want to see the world from a narrow or
unfocused lens
for my lens is always opening and closing
seeing things in a variety of ways
focus yourself to see the world from a wide range of lens
for what is life we cant see all the frame
and cant focus on the bigger picture
the way one sees the world
is the most important of them all
open and change your lens
find the one that fits you
but don’t forget sometimes its good
to change your adjust your frame of reference